What My Face Lift Taught Me About Beauty

I’m the last woman in the world who would have work done: Vaseline on my lips is about as far as I go for makeup, and wearing heels cripples me. Besides, as a sporty, au naturel New York transplant to Los Angeles, I’d grown to abhor the way so many aging women looked with their tight, translucent skin stretched so thin I could almost see their brains.

But I’d just turned 39 and people kept asking me, “Are you tired? You look exhausted.” My under-eye bags—a genetic legacy that even my two-year-old niece sported, albeit in a much cuter way—were now overtaking my otherwise pretty face.

 

So when a friend mentioned that his doctor cousin needed a volunteer to be filmed for a TV segment having a stem-cell face lift—a procedure that would remove and inject my own cells into my face, done entirely by needles—I told him I’d do it. Maybe the natural procedure would work better than my mother’s blepharoplasty, the traditional surgery cutting away puffy eye skin—which didn’t seem to work on her. Besides, the $10,000 face lift was going to be free. What could be bad?

Pain, that’s what. Squish, squish went the sound of the Beverly Hills doctor pumping liquid into my face. He explained what he was doing to the TV camera’s blinding lights: “We’re taking these adult stem cells from the fat in her stomach and injecting it around her face, restoring the volume lost with time. The cells will repair that area and she’ll look five to ten years younger.”  

“Smile!” commanded Gina, the TV producer. But how could I smile when my face was swelling, frozen into the surprised expression of a person who hadn’t realized that altering her face could actually leave her face forever altered?   

After 19 injections around my eyes, mouth, cheeks and forehead, I stumbled out with a balloon for a head. I was to return in 12 days for my “after” shots. (The “before” shots filmed at dawn, highlighted my face puffy under the unflattering interrogation lights.) But a few days later, I doubted I’d be ready—not for TV or for ever appearing in public again. My face was still purple and lumpy. What had I done to myself? Why couldn’t I have left well enough alone?

After a week of furious icing, I peeked in the mirror. My under-eye bags were completely gone! As were my frown lines. My cheeks were rosy-appled and smooth. God, was I happy that the procedure worked—but even more relieved that I looked like myself again (albeit from a decade prior).